Saturday, November 27, 2010

i'd rather die

so i decided that i would do a movie, song, or just good quote for every post i do as my title. i do that on my facebook status too because i find all people do is just complain about their life or be excited for something and honestly.. the rest of us really don't care. maybe I'm being selfish (or bitter?) in a way but seriously how many times do i need to hear that your husband is the best thing in the world? obviously writing it on facebook you need to remind yourself that you have a great husband instead of knowing it all the time. OR when someone writes something like.. i hate my life or everything is just going wrong. blah blah blah.. you obviously just want attention. i always get SO annoyed by people just barking about how sucky their life is.. or how much better their life is than yours.. or how much money they just made. just keep their crap to themselves. i learn more than i need to on just facebook status'. and to be honest some people in this world aren't as fortunate as others. RIDONCULOUS! i mean if someone has exciting news that they are getting married or having a baby or a miracle in their life happened that's wonderful. I'm just talking about the people who constantly bark or praise themselves on a daily basis.

anyways moving on from my annoyed venting moment.

black friday happened. yesterday i felt like death all day long. today i was pretty dang tired still. trying to catch up on sleep is brutal. I've been spending all night with laura and nigel and the 2 children all day since I've gotten off of work. oh and dave too. well the rents as well. but going on.. so I've been tired which i don't know about you but when i'm tired i either get ornery or emotional. I'll get back to that. i asked dave to pop my back just cause its been hurting so bad the last couple of days (prob from the lack of sleep) but i asked him to do that and so we got on the floor and he keeps telling me to breathe out and i am and by the time he goes at me the blood is all rushing to my head every time. so i eventually because super light headed and then he keeps yelling at me to breathe out and then last spot he hits where it hurts most SO here comes the water works and the emotional breakdown begins. it wasn't a terrible breakdown just an I really don't feel good moment. anyways i sit on the chair and kinda calm down and i fall asleep for like an hour and a half. felt a lot better after that besides a headache but hopefully tomorrow after church i can tackle a nice long nap to be back in business. i have learned from this black Friday experience that i will never work a graveyard shift again unless i only work those shifts. i definitely cant just do a random one in there. totally throws off your whole system.

well laura and nigel are leaving tomorrow. last ones to leave. makes me sad. that little boy of theirs is just so precious and cute. i cant wait to have my own. they will be SO much cuter than anyone elses! ha i kid well not really. anyways donny is just so much fun (even though he's only 7 weeks) but i am just so in love with the little big D.

well as me and skyler always say to each other when we depart.. (sometimes. when we remember) REMEMBER THE ALAMO.. god bless texas.

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